Wanting

Enough

I don’t know where it fits

When it fills, how it satiates

That sense of saturation

Beyond good feeling

I feel like more

Wanting to hold on to it

But not being held by it

Can’t get out the process

Processing getting out of it

Clutching at chemicals

Wanting that reaction

Getting harder to create

Catching no contentment

Too conscious of trying

Bypassing

Passed beyond and missed it

Missing it during it

Not getting it

Others and memories

Yesterday in spite of it

Is sending an invite to it

Ive been it and ive seen it

But now I just dont get it

I knew it

and blew it

I just cant get enough

 


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